"bite your tongue a little harder"


my heart runs my world.
my mind keeps it from self destructing.

new.

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out of the world she’s grown so fearful of.

Day 2

dev patel.

Day 1.

I don’t believe in best friends anymore. Everyone lies, everyone cheats, everyone lets you down. Lower expectations, less pain.

Day 1- Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush 

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

everytime i think of him, it makes me sick.

second chances they don’t ever matter,

people never change.

….but neither do i? so i will continue to give out second chances knowing it’ll hurt more the 2nd and 3rd time.

summer.

the heat makes it easy to fuel this fire.

For life.

Answer to previous post.

hell fucking no.

i seriously am so glad i don’t have the ability to be upset because i’d self destruct from all this disappointment.

could this be it? the happiness i’ve been searching for.

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