"bite your tongue a little harder": Archive

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Feb 3rd

out of the world she’s grown so fearful of.

Aug 31st

Day 2

dev patel.

Aug 5th

Day 1.

I don’t believe in best friends anymore. Everyone lies, everyone cheats, everyone lets you down. Lower expectations, less pain. Day 1- Your Best Friend Day 2 — Your Crush Day 3 — Your parents Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative) Day 5 — Your dreams Day 6 — A stranger Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend Day 9 — Someone you...

Aug 4th

everytime i think of him, it makes me sick.

Aug 2nd

second chances they don’t ever matter, people never change. ….but neither do i? so i will continue to give out second chances knowing it’ll hurt more the 2nd and 3rd time.

Aug 2nd

summer.

the heat makes it easy to fuel this fire.

Jun 23rd

For life.

Answer to previous post. hell fucking no. i seriously am so glad i don’t have the ability to be upset because i’d self destruct from all this disappointment.

Jun 15th

could this be it? the happiness i’ve been searching for.

Jun 13th

chemically-medically-happy

May 29th

pain

Its a constant battle to suppress my hate and anger. i don’t want to hate you, i don’t want to be angry anymore. but you are just so god damn pathetic.

May 18th

maybe i was naive, got lost in your eyes and never really had a chance.

May 17th

via tumblr. you want a guy that would drop everything and choose you. you don’t want to be his second choice. anything less.. and he simply isn’t worth it.. welcome to my life!

May 10th

oops

is it bad that i feel bad for high school girls that think their boyfriends , who MAY now be their best friend, confidant, love.. will eventually shred their heart and damage them for years to come? i remember being that happy, naive, and blissfully lovable. With time we all turn to stone for a reason. Lies and deception will write my life story for me. … until i find that one boy who...

May 6th

Dear Coke Talk: On losing them both. →

I am a virgin, who just wants to have sex, but my Christianity is standing in my way, and so are my morals. But still I just want to fuck. You’re a mammal. Of course you just want to fuck. Problem is, you’ve had religious poison poured into your furry head from a young age, and now you’re…

May 2nd

196 notes

being happy ain’t so easy at a place like this.

Apr 19th

my heart is on the verge of bursting. i’ve never needed something so badly.

Apr 18th

you'll never know.

I got to this point in my life, when i realized that everything that I really, truly, 100% once believed was important fucking doesn’t matter at all.

Apr 14th

how does it feel to know you’re everything i need?

Apr 7th

love?

i just want to give you everything. and i want absolutely nothing in return.

Apr 5th

Dear Coke Talk: On christian close-mindedness. →

Hello Dear Coke Talk, I have been following you since before you created a seperate tumblr, and I enjoy the cut-throat advice and wisdom you provide, and the aid you have given me indirectly through this blog. But, I have a question/comment for you. In some of your posts you speak very…

Mar 22nd

316 notes

Dear Coke Talk: On prince charming disease. →

first of all, i love this blog. you are absolutely the slap in the face that everyone needs, and i mean that in the best possible way. on that note, slap me in the face. i have a very frustrating tendency to write men off for no specific reason. i enjoy the chase, but once they start actually…

Mar 22nd

260 notes

alcohol in the wound.

Mar 20th

“To the girl lying naked on my boyfriend’s futon… You are a...”

– -BM Statement

Mar 11th

birthday month

alaynaseanjoycesamrachelmeredithlisa! happy happy birthday!

Mar 3rd

the best gift.

my family. i love knowing i have something to come home too, always. a bond i can’t break if i tried, a love i’ll never be able to replace.

Mar 2nd

i swear there’s a permanent ache in my heart and a whole in my stomach.

Feb 28th

think of all the things you did before, write them in a letter that says reborn. _CC

Feb 24th

Feb 23rd

i don’t need any more reasons.

Feb 22nd

Feb 19th

my posts suck. and i can’t decide if its because i just have so much to say, or nothing at all. i could write a novel about all that is going on in my life, but i can’t really make sense of any of it.

Feb 17th

my heart broke for the georgian luge slider. RIP Nodar Kumaritashvili.

Feb 16th

if i haven’t asked yet. its because i won’t. and that is because i really don’t give a fuck. happy valentines.

Feb 14th

Feb 13th

Feb 12th

i can’t let you have me when you only want me 1/2 the time.

Feb 10th

stop being so obsessed with yourself. kthxbye.

Feb 8th

ciao.

im putting out the fire with gasoline.

Feb 7th

Lost and Insignificant.

nicolesmiles: I woke up this morning knowing that I wanted to be an elementary school teacher and that I wanted to go to the University of Michigan. After going on a visit to Michigan State University I decided that I have no idea what I want to be. It scares me to pieces. I must have went through 30 careers in my head today. And my dad keeps asking, “What do you want to do? What are you going...

Feb 6th

im desperate.

i need something to fill me. where did my passion go?

Feb 2nd

Jer Coons.

i love

Jan 31st

I am attracted to unavailable boys, because than i have an excuse. pathetically, anything to remove the stains.

Jan 30th